Angelic Groove: Groove with me through the dark nights...

I cut my hair real short today. It was a BIG deal to me because I have grown this hair since 3 years ago. When the hair stylist cut it, I actually felt like tearing..because the hair that was cut will also take away a part of myself as well.

I'd grown this hair since I was with my ex-boyfriend. From polytechnic, till now, I have this length of hair through thick and thin. I had never cut it short from the time I had a boyfriend. Now, cutting it implies a new chapter of life.

People do say that cutting your hair is like cutting away your troubles, cutting away some part of your life and to begin afresh. Frankly speaking, when I broke up with my ex, I really wanted to cut my hair short. But I couldn't bear to do so, since this hair was with me for 3 years and my sissy stylist insisted that I should have long hair..hahah..

But why do I cut it now? I don't know...I just felt that I really need to cut my hair away because firstly, it is irritating to see the same old you in the mirror 24/7...secondly, I just need a new start. And cutting my hair signifies that.

How short one asked? VERY short is the term to use..think the length of my hair reaches to the end of neck..from a almost quarter back length to end of neck..I really REALLY cut alot off my hair..hahah..

I told ziru, dan and xb that I initially wanted to go australia to further my studies when I graduated from polytechnic..what stopped me was my ex...because I felt bad leaving him alone in Singapore. Well, the ironic thing was because I stayed in Singapore to study instead, I get to know about the cosplay scene, know many many people and make friends. But because of cosplaying, I slowly realised how I cannot stay in a relationship where my man doesn't support me. And cosplay is the one that did a snowball effect on my increasing unhappiness in the relationship too..so this is the irony part; that I didn't go Australia for my ex, but we broke up in the end. Then again, our relationship was pretty weak at that point of time so a small thing can just create a crack.

I do not regret not going to Australia, because firstly, what's done can't be undone. And secondly, because I stayed in Singapore, I found my religion and made many friends as well...so I guessed it is a blessing in disguise~ ^__^~

As for now, I think I feel so much lighter on my head without so much hair..HAHAAH~ And younger too~ ho ho ho!! XD

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