Angelic Groove: Groove with me through the dark nights...

Thats the kind of perception I got from people. That I can't cook. Thats why the long cook post previously..ahaha..but anyways, REQUIEM hates it so I shall post a new post here so that she can stop looking at the cook post..hahaha

BUT, before moving on to a new topic, i need to clarify something. I can cook. XD

Anyways, I met Dan, Requiem, Akira, John and Kie on Friday to kinda celebrate Dan's birthday. Though is only a short outing, I think Dan's a happy sasunaru fan girl now because Requiem gave a Naruto plushie, XB and I gave a Sasuke plushie and Akira gave her a sasunaru doujin...

And on my table right now (with a Mcdonalds toy dog) is my Kakashi plushie. My plushie is damn cute can!! hahahaha

I realise I do not regret breaking up with my ex because I would not have done what I like and what I want now. And meeting up with friends and buying what I like is one of the things I can enjoy without him. And strangely, I didn't miss him. Maybe I really didn't love him as much as I thought I was. *shrugs* I don't care now..^_^

Btw, I did a seme/uke quiz and I was a -80%seme....I kinda agree. I think I have the characteristics of seme and uke and it shows at times...

Okay, skipped to Takuya's conversation..hehehe..I shall post it out..its kinda interesting what I write about myself at times...

CONVERSATION WITH TAKUYA~
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
i realise 1 thing
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
wnhat??
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
talking to u here easier than outside
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
u mean talking to me offline?
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
yah..i am more talkative online de
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
yeh
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
yeh lo
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
sads
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
somehow, i am still nt used to talking to guys face to face...very hard to shake off the feeling that i am single, not having a bf..
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
when i'm with my ex..i tend to have a wall betw me and a guy...so that wall is still there..but slowly eroding lah...
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
sokka
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
ganbatte ar
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
looking 4ward to talk to u more in real life ar
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
thanks...i dun usually talk much offline anyways....but i will try to talk to u more ba..hahaha..i just need to get used to talking to a guy again..ahahha
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
hehe
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
u're my friend wa
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
hehe
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
another thing to note..online talking doesn't need a face..and u can type something but before pressing enter, you can retract what you want to say..incase it will offend
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
haix
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
like tat, i felt more sian ar
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
so in the sense, offline is harder, cos pple will be looking at you and you need to watch what you say..
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
heh..why??
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
cos i love to talk to ppl face to face ar, feels more comfortable, cos the feeling of alive is there ar
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
to me, can talk anithing from the heart de
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
no nid hide
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
cos i used to it le
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
either gd/bad, i also tahan
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
i used to prefer that way lah..but i'm quite a low-esteem person..so sometimes u see me, i dun look at ur eyes..cos i dun feel comfortable at pple looking at me..i dun like me...
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
u lack self-confident ar
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
major lack man..
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
nowadays okay le ba...
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
used to be really bad
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
but i still have problems looking into guys' eyes...
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
scare wat
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
nt eating u wa
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
i nid to bathe ke, superb late
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
later
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
hahaha..okay~
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
back
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
back to topic...
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
is not as if i am scared of guys
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
just feel uncomfortable looking into a guy's eyes..
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
sokka
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
scare of they like u or
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
nope...scared that they dont like what they see...
Thanks for the early bday gifts, guys & gals~ Realli happy~ And thanks for the cake crews XD says:
as in
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
like i say, i dun like my looks...and i have many experiences where guys looked at me in a condenscending manner...
Dream a little dream~ by Michael Buble says:
so i dun look into their eyes because i am scared of what they see..

Shall stop here since there's not much I said from then on..But yup, that is one thing I never thought of until Takuya asked me. And it is true that because I had a relationship, I feel I created a wall between a guy and I. But like I said, its eroding away. But the fact that I do not dare to look into their eyes is true.

But this is a barrier I would need to overcome, but that takes time..

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