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Wednesday, October 19, 2005 You think too much when you're down...when pressure adds onto your shoulders like a big boulder.
You think too much when you're in your room, face with many things but most significantly, the four walls. Enveloping your dreams and aspirations in that room, you feel restricted and wanted out. You think too much when you have nothing to do. Thinking of the far future, which you can't attain yet. And thinking about the long gone past, which you can never change. You think too much when you're happy. You think about all the things that make you happy and the things that will make you even more happy. You think too much when you're depressed...thinking about the things that cause you to be sad and things that may make you even more depressed. You think too much when it's night time...when your usual happy mood dulls as darkness engulfs you. And dark and unwanted thoughts rise and invade your mind, and you can't help feeling down as your tears flood your face. You think too much when you're all alone; at home, in a bus, in the train, everywhere. Your mind wanders and weaves out imaginative thoughts of what ifs and you end up falling into that fantasy land. And you think too much when you realise that almost half the time of the day is spent thinking about things that are not real, that cannot be real, that when BANG reality sets in on you, you end up feeling disappointed, stupid and useless. Thats when you need to wake up, and stop your thinking.
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