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Life Choices

Choices are troublesome,
Choices are hard.

Choices make people happy,
But they can make one sad.

Why do people have to make choices?? They are troublesome, they are hard to decide and they will affect the people around you.

I hate making choices, making decisions. I am a indecisive girl, who prefers people to decide for me. But I am also contradicting, because I will be unhappy if the choice is not good. The reason is that I do have a choice I want but I am afraid of the consequences if I choose it.

If I choose it, what will happen? Will I regret it in the future? Will there be any consequences? Will I cause harm or hurt another? Will I look back at my life 5-10 years later and said: 'I have made the wrong choice.'?

Yes, I am a worry freak. But it is true. Who likes making choices, knowing that it might turn bad? Who likes to come to a decision that is bad? IF it is positive, of course people like it. If it is something bad, if it involves hurting another as a result of your decision, will you still be willing to take that choice?

Thats why I hate making decisions. Choices and decisions are troublesome, they affect the love ones around you, they affect the people around you. And, they affect you.

But life is all about making decisions, choosing the choice you want or prefer. And either live to love it, or live to regret it. I hate it, it is not what I wanted in life. I prefer a carefree, no worries life. But it is impossible, because we are humans who can think and control our own actions, not animals, not insects, not machines.

I truely hope that one day, I can turn back and look at my life again and decide that I lead a wonderful life. Hope is one thing many wishes everyday to have. Some has it, some doesn't get it at all.

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