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Saturday, June 04, 2005 Have you ever wished to have a sign or an answer given to you for a question or problem unresolved?
Like when you are thinking whether you should buy that top, and you somehow gotten an answer from the surroundings instead of the people around you? Have you have the feeling something is trying to tell you something indirectly through people, background music or anything? I've just realised I have been receiving alot of signs for an unresolved problem. While in KTV, the song that I wanted to sing addresses the apparent answer; the Joss Stone music video I saw in Topshop today addresses that too. Thats when I noticed, the answer had been around me since a long time back. i recalled the genre of music that I've always been attracted to; the songs that I have sung in my past KTV sessions, the nudging feeling inside my mind that something is wrong. All these are so out there, right in my face. But I chose to ignore them. I actually wanted to resolve it today, because I cannot hold it any longer. But I received a sign that it isn't the right time yet. Well, guess I have to wait for the right time to resolve it. A few hours ago, I was just telling xiaobai that when I was working as a part-time staff after my 'O' levels, there was once when I was on bus 157 home, when I did something odd. I spoke to the stranger beside me. It was weird, because I never do that before in my entire life, but I guessed I was a desperate loner then. I only recalled bits of what I've asked her and what I have spoken to her (she's the same age as me, in the same JC as my cousin for her 3 months' course...thats all I remembered). Xiaobai got a huge shock that her sister actually did something weird. Come to think about it, if a girl beside me suddenly started talking to me, I would have felt weird out too. hehe... Then I realised, I was a super desperate loner. So lonely that I urged myself to speak to some unknown stranger. But how time changes a person. I don't believe I would do that now. Maybe I have mellowed my impulsive behaviour (although that doesn't apply to shopping ;) ), but I think I am still a dare at heart. I wanted to try bungee jumping, because I wanted to experience the feeling of falling. I wanted to try out new and exciting stuff, like parachuting, scuba-diving and many other activities. I hope I would have time for all these though!! heheh.... Oh yah, don't try the Darlie Teacare Toothpaste...its bitter and weird....-_-'' I came across a youngster's blog yesterday...I must say, I hope that that girl just used that kinda English on her blog and not in her exam..-_-'' it hurts reading her blog actually...lol...and she had alot of action stuff too...Requiem and Kaishi would know what I meant..hehe....e.g. *glomps on XXX* *snickers*...hahaha...I'm being infected...lol..
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